I wake up, dreading the day ahead of me. I dread how poor my relationshp with Quran has gotten. I dread the feelings of idleness of free time, coupled with my core belief of always having to “do”. The despair that has infected my heart towards Islam is crazy. I struggle with holding on to […]
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The past couple months, I have been dealing with major spiritual depression. I’ve fallen into some of the most strangest and severe despair traps , depressions, and irrationality I have ever experienced. Such irrationality that I continue to get stuck in as the days go by. And the strangest thing is, the cycle repeats every […]
Go ahead and sin. Go ahead and make mistakes. Go ahead and fall short. Go ahead and do things that are not allowed. But whatever you do, don’t do what I did. Don’t give up on who you are. Don’t despair over your soul. Over your God given spirit. Your true self, your true personality, […]
I bounce between productive pain and unproductive pain from day to day. This has been happening for at least a month. When I am in unproductive pain, I feel terrible. Because it is directed to the wrong source. When my pain is directed to the proper source, man oh man do I feel relieved. Yes, […]
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